And yet I have never felt more at peace, more content with my existence, then when I was lying in the warm waters of heaven. Watching the blood flow like a beautiful symphony from my veins, swirling, dancing around my naked body. Cleansing me from all the pain of this world; soothing all the hurt in my heart. Closing my eyes, for the first time in so long, I felt so happy. I wish you had left me be. I didn't need to be saved. But at least I know, I know I can do it now. I am ready for the other world. I will see you all again in Paradise.